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Sonny and Brenda Newsletter

Greeting from the editor

Hello! Welcome to the third edition of the Sonny and Brenda Newsletter from Sonny and Brenda Online. Help has arrived to make it easier for me to do the newsletter. More sections will be added in later newsletters.

-Heather Conzett

Sonny and Brenda Update

The nurses ball was S&B coming out party for whoever didn' t know that were back together. The are definetly the cutest couple on daytime. The evening was beautiful and very emotionally. With Stone's death and Robin's moving speech. But naturally "Starksy & Hutch" would have to ruined the evening by taking Brenda in for questioning. It seem they got a search warrant and found the murder weapon in Brenda's car. They take her down to the station without her letting anyone know especially Sonny. Well the guards report back to Sonny and he storms the integration room and pulls his woman out and takes her back to the hotel. But no before he informs the dynamic duo that he will find out who killed Dorman and who is framing Brenda. Next day Sonny calls Valentine to prepare him for what is about to happen. He is also trying to get it through Brenda's head that they are coming after her and it will be soon. He is also worried about their relationship, they have come so far and if they let outside forces get in between them they won't stand a chance. Brenda, reassures him that they have come to far for that to happen. Next day Jason get's back from taking Robin back to school, Brenda tells Jason about the PCPD and how they are trying to frame her for the murder. Sonny tells Jason to keep his eyes and ears open because something big is getting ready to go down. Sonny send Jason to pick up the blue prints for his and Brenda's new house. Sonny let's Brenda know it's their time they have paid their dues, (Sonny time) and nothing is going to interfere. Then they make love. Just as they were enjoying the evening and reaffirming their love for each other and planning their future in their new home, dumb and dumber show up to arrest Brenda for Dorman's murder.

Momment of the week.
Sonny brings Brenda the blueprints for the home based on the description that she gave him.

S&B Memories

This section is dedicated to Sonny and Brenda's past with a transcript of a scene and a memorable line.


Scene 1:

-Brenda and Sonny sitting on the ground in the abandoned cabin-

B-Hey. Hey, you know what? I just thought of a--the bright side. (laughs)



S-Which way should I look?

B-Look up, I just right now realized that there's so much snow. Do you know what that means? It means that the moutains are going to be covered with fresh powder. I mean, that means as soon as we get out of here, you know what we could do? (he looks at her) We could hit the slopes. Or not. Come on, Sonny. I'm just trying to keep our spirits up. I mean, we're going to figure something out, you know?

S-Brenda, we can't think our way out of this. With no more food or heat or protection from the elements--we're dead.

B-I can't believe I did this. I must have been out of my mind. (she scoots a little closer to him) You know, I just wanted to be with you so bad that I wasn't thinking straight. I got us into this whole mess. It's all my fault. God, I can't believe I did this.

S-No, no, hey, don't go there. It's useless--the blame.

B-(they look at each other) I mean, this is really it, isn't it?

S-I don't want you to be afraid.

B-I don't really feel that afraid--for some reason. Remember when Joe Sculley's men shot at me in the shower? Then I was really afraid. You weren't there. In Puerto Rico, I was afraid when we were running and running. All those bullets were coming after us. But we were together and i knew that you were going to make everything ok. We were something else together, you know? We were like a force of nature.

S-You might want to take a few steps back. You're starting to move into dangerous territory.

B-If we're going to die, what do we have to lose? (they stare intensely at each other)

Scene 2:

-S&B still staring at each other. Sonny gets up and walk over to the mantle-

B-You should go.

S-Go where?

B-(turns in his direction) I'm serious, Sonny. You should go. You should go back to the hotel. I mean, I think you could probably make it by yourself.

S-I'm not going to leave you here alone.

B-If you don't, then we'll both die.

S-Well, it was bound to happen, right? I mean, I--my shoes are soaked. I didn't bring my ski boots.

B-Some rescuer you turned out to be.

S-Who knew you'd be a magnet for avalanches?

B-You didn't know? I'm the queen of natural disasters. Just take a look at my life. (she laughs. He looks at her and she looks up at him) I lied. I am scared.

S-Come here. (he goes and sits behind her. He opens his coat and holds her close. His legs are around hers) You know, don't even think about it. There's nothing to be scared of. Remember how hot it was in Puerto Rico? Huh?


S-Sometimes if I concentrate hard enough, I can still feel that heat--on my skin, the way it entered in and then radiated from my body. The water as, what, about 80, 85 degrees, felt like swimming in a big, gigantic bathtub. (he looks down at her and laughs)

B-Remeber how sweaty we were when we woke up in the morning and we'd just sweat all day?

S-And into the night, wearing as little as possible, the thinest little fabrics. I tell you, it was--

B-It was sexy.

S-Yeah. That's what it was, sexy.

-They both close their eyes and think about the times they shared in Puerto Rico, such as: kissing at the pool, the jucuzzi, on the beach-

Scene 3:

B-You want to know what I'm thinking about?

S-If you want to tell you.

B-Yeah. Wait. (they sit up but are still sitting close) I was thinking about Valentine's day two years ago, the first day we met. That was the first time you ever smiled at me, remember?

S-I'll never forget. We were in that auto showroom, looking at cars. (he smiles a laughs a bit) We kind of just looked at each other.

B-I thought you were so cool. You know, I feel in love with you right then and there.

S-No, you didn't.

B-Oh, I didn't?

S-(whispers) No.

B-What makes you say that?

S-Because I took you out afterwards, remember, and I wanted to cook you dinner at my place, and you got all huffy and puffy (she smiles) about Karen. "If you'd been in love with me, you wouldn't have given a damn about Karen." (looks at her)

B-Oh, please. You're such a man. That was the first night you ever--kissed me. It was. Oh my, god, do you know that, two years later, I still sit up at night sometimes, and my mouth still burns from that kiss?

S-(whispers) Yeah, I understand.

B-Do you?

S-Yeah, I guess I do.

-The looks between them are SO hot. Brenda touches his face and leans in for a kiss. Sonny pulls her in close to him and they continue to kiss-

Scene 4:

-Still kissing. They slowly pull away and their noses are touching-

B-Tell me one thing.

S-Don't start with questions, Brenda, please.

B-(their faces slowly pull apart) Sonny, come on, if we're going to die, I just want to know this one thing, you owe me at least that.

S-I owe you? Why? Rehashing everything, it's no good. What's the point? (he tries to kiss her again but she pulls away, but are only a few inches apart)

B-Please, I just want to know the truth about one thing.

S-(pulls a little farther apart) GO ahead, ask.

B-You know that night when you came to my room in Kelly's? Why'd you tell me you loved me?

S-It was a mistake, everything--you know, it was unfair, I was selfish. It should've never happened.

B-But it did happen. Was it true?

S-What difference does it make?

B-It makes all the difference.

S-(holds her hand) Brenda, we couldn't have held it together. We were too big, too powerful, too intense, too everything. We would've eaten each other alive. We would've exploded.

B-(smiles) You meant it, didn't you? (they look at each other)

Scene 5:

S-(Brenda has her hand on his face) You kill me. Even now, you hear only what you hear, and that's what you hear.

-He gets up and walks to a different spot-

B-No, that's not--I heard everything that you just said to me right now, and you're right. We were powerful and intense together. And, Sonny, I felt so much for you. It affected me physically, you know? I felt like I loved you so much sometimes that I couldn't even breath. And then the next second I'd be so angry at you that it would make me sick. But I always knew that you felt the same way back to me. And you were right about something else, too. You're right, this is dangerous territory we're going into, but what else are we going to do. Yyou know? I mean, once I realized that I could feel this way about somebody, how could I ever settle for anything less than this feeling? How could you ever settle for anything less than this feeling? I mean, how could you just walk away from us, and for Lily. *why* would you do that?

S-It must be easy for you, Brenda. Everythings so black-and-white. I didn't do it for Lily.

B-Then for who?

S-I--To save us, to save you.

B-To save us? To save me from what?

S-From--from *us*.

B-From" us"? What are you talking--you're not making any sense!

S-Because you don't know what controls my life, Brenda. You never did.

B-Oh, and Lily does?

S-That's right.(he walks back over to the mantle)

B-How? So I guess love just doesn't matter, right? You're so cool, you just--oh! You can just take love or leave it? You really expect me to believe that? (Sonny is leaning against the mantle and both of his hands up to his face) God. Why are we fighting again? (looks at him) All I really need, Sonny, is to know that you forgive me.

S-For what, pulling this stunt?

B-(gets a sad look) For betraying you. There's no way you could ever know how sorry I am, how much I wish I could go back and change it and do things different.

S-(puts one elbow on the mantleand puts his hand on his forehead. He takes a breath) I can't keep doing this.

B-I'm not going to push you for anything else. I just wanted you to know that.

S-That's not what I meant. (he runs his fingers through his hair)

-Sonny goes and kneels next to Brenda-

S-(whispers) I can't keep pretending I don't want you anymore. (they look into each other's eyes and then Sonny leands in and kisses her passionately)

-They hear an helicopter and they stop kissing for a moment and they don't move. Brenda shakes her head and holds on to his collar of his coat and pulls him back in for more kisses-

Scene 6:

-They are still kissing and Sonny tries to get up (but they don't stop kissing until she speaks). Brenda pulls him back down-

B-No, no.

S-No, what?

B-Let them go.

S-No, we can't. (she gives him another kiss)

B-Sonny, please I don't want to be rescued. I just want to stay here--

S-Brenda, we'll freeze to death.

B-(whispers) Please. (he kisses both her cheeks) Do you know that I'd rather stay here with you and die than be without you for one more day?

-They kiss passionately-

S&B Quote
Sonny-Tomorrow we'll still be who we are except without the loneliness


Stefan lays down the law on Monday, July 7, and gives Bobbie an ultimatum.... Jax wonders if the button found at the scene of Dorman's murder could belong to Rebecca on Tuesday, July 8.

  • Lucky learns that Nikolas will be his boss at General Hospital.
  • Jax convinces Mac to help clear Brenda's name.
  • Katherine confronts Alexis about Stefan and Bobbie's marriage.

  • Red letter Days

    Monday, June 23: Stefan realizes that Bobbie is working with Luke again.
    Tuesday, June 24: A.J. sees a pregnancy pamphlet at Carly's.
    Wednesday, June 25: Lucky learns that Nikolas will be his boss at General Hospital.
    Thursday, June 26: Jax convinces Mac to help clear Brenda.
    Friday, June 27:: Katherine confronts Alexis about Stefan and Bobbie's marriage.

    Next Week

    Something happens when Jason asks Robin a serious question.

    The latest on Vanessa Marcil's contract

    A spokesperson for Vanessa Marcil has confirmed that the actress re-signed with the show for an undetermined period of time. "We are extremely happy about Vanessa's decision and ar already exploring the numerous possibilities for Brenda's storyline," says executive producer Wendy Riche.

    Reminder to E-mail and Snail mail TPTB

    For a list of e-mail and snail mail addresses to TPTB & the soap magazines, click here.


    Some suggestions for what to send TPTB (if you've run out of ideas) are:

  • Take a few (or all) of the Sonny and Brenda Official Handbook and copy & paste it and send it off to TPTB.
  • Take a song (see the song page for many songs) and (including the song in the e-mail) tell why it makes you think of S&B.
  • Take a quote or scene from S&B's past that you loved and explain why you love it.


    Positive e-mail/snail mail to Soap Opera Digest about an actor/actress is what determines if they are nominated for the SOD Awards! Hint, hint! :-)

    Another reminder!

    When writing e-mail/snail mail about S&B to TPTB, use your S&Believers tagline if you are a member.


    This is a reminder to vote in various polls that you find on the net or in soap opera magazines. Sonny and Brenda Online has a weekly poll and you can take it by clicking here. Port Charles Online has a voting booth with questions for you to answer. If you have AOL, be sure to vote in all polls there. This one is important because, from what we understand, TPTB take the AOL polls seriously when making decisions. Also, please vote in my 1st Poll on my GH Page.

    Posting on message boards.

    Remember that when posting on message boards, try to avoid negative confrontations and focus on the postitive. Also, when appropriate, use the S&Believers after you sign your name if you are a member if you choose to do so. If you have AOL or another online service with soap boards, it is very important for you to post pro-S&B messages there, too, to show your support in our supercouple!

    Update on the registrations.
    There are currently 450 people registered. There are 30 registrations in my box, which will be taken care of either later today or tomorrow.

    Sonny and Brenda Song

    A GROOVY KIND OF LOVE - Phil Collins

    When I'm feeling blue, all I have to do
    Is take a look at you, then I'm not so blue
    When you're close to me, I can feel your heartbeat
    I can hear you breathing near my ear
    Wouldn't you agree, baby you and me got a groovy kind of love

    Anytime you want to you can turn me onto
    Anything you want to, anytime at all
    When I kiss your lips, ooh I start to shiver
    Can't control the quivering inside
    Wouldn't you agree, baby you and me got a groovy kind of love, oh

    When I'm feeling blue, all I have to do
    Is take a look at you, then I'm not so blue
    When I'm in your arms, nothing seems to matter
    My whole world could shatter, I don't care
    Wouldn't you agree, baby you and me got a groovy kind of love
    We got a groovy kind of love
    We got a groovy kind of love, oh
    We got a groovy kind of love

    Also...the song page is being redesigned. New Midi's and graphic will be added as the Sonny and Brenda Songs page transforms into the Sonny and Brenda Music Box. Currently, I have roughly 50 (probably more) MIDI's and hope to find many more (and do, every day!)

    Sonny and Brenda Stories.
    The S&B Stories page is located at and it's message board is located at

    To submit a story, send it to me at

    If you have some extra time on your hands and want to run a S&B Fantasy Storyline contest, e-mail me at with the subject "Story Contest."

    Info on joining S&Believers/SCMB
    To join the S&Believers and SCMB, e-mail Wendy at

    Thank you for reading the third edition of the Sonny and Brenda Newsletter. More information will be added next week as I get more help. :-)

    If you have something that you would like to see in this newsletter, e-mail me at with a description of what you would like to do.

    Heather Conzett
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    Wendy Luxenburg
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